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Nothing to do to save his life
call his wife in
Nothing say but what a day
how's your boy been
Nothing to do, it's up to you
I've got noting to say but it's O.K.
Good morning, good morning, good morning
Going to work don't want to go
feeling low down
Heading for home you start to roam
then you're in town
Everybody knows there's nothing doing
Everything is closed, it's like a ruin
Everyone you see is half asleep
And you're on your own, you're in the street

The Name's Claire
Im 16. I live in the USA. And this is a blog about my life. How exciting..

Oh dear. What can i say? Im high here, up and spinning away.
I love; good books, kid movies, walking outside, laying in the sun with my ipod, spinning in circles, baking, taking pictures of my friends, feeling accomplished.
I hate; first impressions (cus mine always suck), self-centered people, styrofoam.

Why does everything have to revolve around gifts??
Christmas, birthday, and the ever haunting vday.

Well, my boyfriend and i have been going out for 3 months.
For Christmas i bought very expensive tickets to his favorite sports team.
and now tomorrow is his bday.
and then vday.

im fucking sick of buying gifts.
im out of ideas.
and why does everything have to revolve around gifts?
cus when we break up, all that money will be for NOTHING.


Plus, we are the IT couple at my school. Everyone is in our business, even teachers.
Like today in my Honors History class my teacher was like ''Claire is slaking off, because she has a boyfriend and i see them together all the time"
this happened because i was finishing up my homework before class started, but she said the comment above in front of my entire class.

and so for the end of the day, i was asked what exactly i was 'doing' with my bf. I was asked if hes fingered me. If i was a backseat girl. All these during class, with everyone watching.

I am a VIRGIN. I do not plan to have sex for a long time. And im just getting sick of everything.

Ugh
Sometimes I think its amazing how a single song can make us think of anyone or anything. For example today during my off-hour at school i was listening to my ipod doing my homework and the song Viva le Vida came on my Coldplay. Instantly I was taken back to the place where I had remembered listening to the song last; on the beaches of Hawaii.

This was a pleasent distraction from the dusty bookshelves and creaky seats where i had found myself a moment ago, and I can honestly say that i felt that I was back in Hawaii, with the white beaches and the sound of waves crashing as the sun slowely sank into the pink and purple sea.

All of this got me thinking about how songs have a way of pulling us back into a memory or thinking about someone. Even 5 years later, whenever I hear the song Clocks (again, by Coldplay) I think of this boy Zach... (a kid i had a crush on in 6th grade that used to always play that song on the piano during band class.)

It's awsome how a single chord or beat can drag us back into the past or think of someone we havent seen in a really long time. =]

On another note, my dress for my Winter Dance FINALLY shipped. It should arrive early next week, (but i really hope it arrives earlier). Pray, that it fits, because as always, the trouble with ordering stuff online is that it may not fit right, or look anything like it does in the picture. Eeeek!
I have never liked sports. Maybe deep down its because i lack the courage to try out for one, but I really think its just because they seem pointless to me.

Sport players are payed millions, for what? Running around catching a ball? We pay entertainers way to much in our society. I also dont like what sports do to people. My dad, gets furious when his team loses. It puts him in a bad mood for the rest of the day... why should I applaud something that makes people angry when they have no control over?

We cheer and get excited when fights break out, and I admit, last night when i was at a LAX game with my bf and fights broke out i got up and cheered to. But only because i was trying to be a good sport and make sure my bf had a good time. I would never, never, ever think of cheering on fighting normally.

So then why, am i supposed to like sports?













Someone is slowing inserting nails into the side of my head.
Thats all i can really say, the pain is so horrible.

Alex tried to kiss me at the end of the day today. Its not that i dont want to kiss him, i just dont want to do it with everyone watching us. But then again, when we are alone i dont really kiss him either. I want to i just dont really know how.

i just got a hangnail, and now my finger is dripping blood over my keyboard.
morbid.
Today, I turned the heater up, layed on my bedroom floor in my swimsuit and pretended I was someplace warm.

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